thoughts that are getting me past the scary thoughts:
1. pain au chocolat
2. european coffee
3. the gazillion tea houses in paris
4. the fact that i pilfered a tiny french press from work in which i will make tea bought from the gazillion tea houses in paris
5. my mother visiting in february
6. brian's arrival
7. shopping for scarves in reims
8. sephora!
9. improving my french
10. those solitary days when i have nothing to do but take a walk and think and look around.